So today for lunch I eat Salmon and it was the best fish ever, I think it was only because I haven't had meat in almost a month!! I went to Cotton Patch for lunch and anyone who has ate there knows they bring out hot fresh rolls with lots of butter...anyways I asked the waiter for one roll only and that was for my daughter Kylie!! I had enough self control to not eat any of the bread and in fact I didn't even want any of the bread so crazy! I brought my own sun-dried tomato with olive oil dressing from home because I knew I would want a salad and I only like Ranch dressing when I eat out! Here is what I had: Grilled Salmon with "skinny" veggies meaning no butter and a salad with no croutons, cheese or bacon and extra cucumber and tomato!! This was so good and I ate most the salad, all my veggies and maybe half the fish oh and I had water!! Eating out is possible but you have to really be careful while ordering your food, don't be afraid to tell them no butter on your veggies or meat order how you want it because you are paying for it!! I know the waiter gets annoyed when I order food with so many request, but if places offered healthy options that were actually healthy than I wouldn't have to be such a pain. However until that day I will make the healthier choices and if that means taking 5 minutes to order oh well this is my body I choice what goes in!!
It is Friday which most the time I am like I want to eat, eat and eat again because it's the weekend. However this weekend is different I have not thought once of eating something unhealthy, not even pizza or Mexican food which is my fave!! I started to think about why it's different for me and I realized because my 10 day juicing fast had retrained my brain to want the healthier foods! This has been like total REVELATION for me, I am so thankful the Lord allowed me to see I had to step out of my comfort zone and be uncomfortable in order to move forward. I was doing some math which is rare for me I dislike math with a passion...anyways it was 3 years in the middle of June that I started my journey to lose weight!! Though it has been a very hard and long process I have lost a total of 89 lbs to date, I realize it could be more but we are not perfect and slip up at times!! Now I feel after some really hard times I am finally back on track, but the difference is I am not striving for one thing to just lose weight. I now know I needed to be striving for balance in life and I am putting God first and not worrying if I make it to the gym that day because I don't want to miss out on life! Please do not take me wrong I feel exercising is an important part of being healthy, but it is not everything for me!! So I did make it to the gym yesterday and today which I already feel sore in my legs and my upper back and arms are sore from yesterdays workout. I know that over the weekend I wont't be able to go, but I am ok with that because there is always Monday :)
I want to encourage those who don't believe they have the ability to accomplish losing weight, do not sell yourself short God has made you stronger than you may know!! Seek God through your journey whatever it maybe and He will guide you, strengthen you and pick you back up if you fall along the way. Hope everyone had a blessed weekend and enjoy life because we are not promised tomorrow!!